So Austin is in "Dead Week." I'm not quite sure why it's called that but I assume it's because the last weeks of school, especially in college, are so gruelling and stressful, that there's no time for sleep, and that you really have to kill yourself to get through it. But now it's killing me to be away from him. Do you ever get that feeling? I mean I've been being pulled away from him since spring break. Not once have I gotten to just be with him, you know? It's driving me crazy. I just wanna be with my boyfriend, ok! Why is that so hard? Why is every single thing in the world standing in my way?
It's just obstacle after obstacle.
First it was his parents.
My age.
His age.
My parents.
My school work.
His school work.
His fraternity.
His scheduling.
Why is this happening? In the beginning, everything was in our favor. Our parents didn't object to us dating, and my grades were up, and his fraternity wasn't having an event every week that would take him away from me.
I know I'm being selfish by wanted everything to give him to me, and to want all his time for myself, but I want more then a few texts during the day, and a phone call at 2 in the morning, when I'm incoherent and can't remember our conversation the next day. That's no kind of relationship, and that's why I want it to change.
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